updateupdate.

i could bore you with all of the banalities of my existence over the past 2 weeks but there are only a few things i really want to touch upon, so you only get the highlights...lucky you.

thanksgiving was bittersweet. my dad didn't have anywhere to go (not to any fault of my own, i warned him a month in advance that he was on his own this year) so my thoughts were with him in a sad way. BUT thanksgiving at the bf's mum's house was really delicious and fun(ny). i felt welcomed and warm the whole time. i love that the bf came from such a warm home. it really explains his confident, peaceful approach to life. like usual, i have lessons to take from him.

a long time friend of mine and his lovely (and i truly mean that) lady got engaged! on (if my memory serves me right) nov 30th. a randomn text from him inviting me out while i was in his area (we live relatively far apart...for Boston anyway) afforded me the opportunity to be part of his and his lady's celebratory get together in our home town. if you're reading this Joc, it was an honor to have been a part of it. truly. congratulations from the bottom of my heart.

and that brings us up to this week, where much much less exciting things have happened, yet positive things nonetheless so they're docu-worthy.

i started the banana diet except a little revised: a banana and a coffee for breakfast, a modest lunch and a dinner with no carbs before 8 pm. i've been feeling the difference already, honestly, but that could be because i started going to the gym again!

yes, you heard right, i'm back at the gym. DEFINITELY not in the capacity i was when i was younger (i was a nut about the gym back then...here's to hoping i turn into that nut again!), but it's something and something is always better than nothing. unless it's something bad, and then something is way worse than nothing.

i digress, i've been dieting and going to the gym this week and i feel GOOD. i have more energy than i used to and i'm more positive (except a slip-up i had with assuming way too much, getting upset over it and needing to apologize later for assuming something when nothing was there. confused? yeah, me too.)

i decided that i wanted to have a new lease on life. i want to look how i did when i was younger and i want to feel better about myself...the latter being more important than the former. PLUS, i'm going to vegas for new years, so that ought to inspire me to do a little more cardio than usual!

tonight the bf is taking me to the Celtics/Blazers game tonight at 8 pm...but before that i'll be taking my lab final for A&P II. i feel pretty good about it so i'm just looking forward to the game!

tomorrow night is the holiday party for my company. this is the first time i've ever brought a date with me...ANYWHERE. i'm including every holiday party i've ever been to AND every wedding i've ever been to. i'm 27, that is not normal. so i'm pretty excited to bring the man i love with me to this company function...i feel grown-up. i think me saying that automatically makes me not grown-up though. eh, whatever.

after the holiday party, we'll be meeting friends up at the middlesex lounge, which is hands down my favorite place in boston. i've never gone and NOT liked what i heard. the bf and i will be dolled up too so that's kinda fun...night out on the town.

okay enough girly talk. the bottom line is that i'm looking forward to this weekend in a big way.

have a good one.