really?

so what does it mean when the guy you broke up with 1 yr and 7 months ago, who was pressuring you to marry him because you were "the only one" for him and if you left him he'd then "dedicate his life to Jesus and ask to be deployed to Afghanistan" (read: threat), marries someone with the same name as you 1 yr and 4 months later....?

shocking? yes. shocking because he preached and preached and preached about how he and i were put here by God for each other, preached on about how i was ignoring the fact that were supposed to be together, by wanting to break up...preached on about how i was always coming up short in our relationship...making me feel terrible about myself....all so he could carve me into this ideal wife of his he managed to find anyway, not even a year and a half after we broke up...yeah, and she's a lauren.

that worked out well for him. excuse me while i continue to work through my damage...